it took me sometime to digest things why i allowed Mark, cousin of my ex-boyfriend to be a part of my so-called earth life. but i just did allowed him to be a part of this worldly happiness for more than a month now. indeed, i am in this very complicated situation - but we decided to continue. for all i know i wanted a long-term commitment with him, and he has been vocal that we mutually desire such - but in the right moment will he be ready to talk about me to his family. but i was glad that there have already been talks about me and that some of the important people in his life agreed with the possibility of me becoming part of his life. he said, he is just waiting for the time that he will be stable so we can consummate this partnership. i hope so.

i am happy...and until such time...i don't know what awaits me in the future...

i am leaving this to Father God Almighty, in Jesus name.

Amen.